Im afraid to look into your eyes, afraid what I might find,
Afraid theyll melt my tender heart.
Im afraid of your touch, afraid of becoming addicted to your gently brushing fingers...
Im afraid to look at your mouth, afraid Ill never let your lips go
Im afraid of your kisses; your taste is a drug.
Im afraid to look at your smile, it warms my heart to the core.
Im afraid to listen to your voice, the depth is just too deep.
Im afraid to come to close; your sent is too alluring.
Im afraid to look at you,
Because if I look at you, Im sure to fall in love.
You overwhelm me with the love you give, I don't expect more
When somethings gone awry, you're always there to turn to.
You're arms hold me tight when I need them most
Lips whispering comforting words
When your eyes shine true and bright,
There's not a problem that can't be solved
Never in my life have I felt as safe.
I'm not scared of anything with you here.
You gave me the breath of life, filled me up to brimming
How warm and sunny the coldest and rainiest of days feels when you're there by my side.
Yet since you've gone away, all's cold and dark
Fears once again terrorize my nights
Hardly an unnecessary word has been voiced,
N
I walk through the grass, not feeling its gentle brush.
The sun beats down, but I feel not the heat.
Without you by my side, my senses are dulled,
Feeling nothing but incomplete.
If I had my way I would lay in the sun all day
chasing butterflies, running through fields
Go home to happy smiling faces and ice cold lemonade
swing on the porch and sing along to your music
listening to the light breeze play through the leaves
If I had my way we could be together forever, just you and I
and the fragrant music we make
sweeping porches and diving into pools
watching the sunset and shooting stars
cooking barbecue and dancing around bonfires
passing away the afternoon
The summer of my dreams...
Close my eyes and drift in imagination
My made up world where you're here
I don't want to wake up
Cause when I do, you'll be gone and just a dream
Turn this damned alarm clock of reality off
And let me dream.
...because if only you knew
what I was going though
you minght reconsider
you might not be so bitter
its hard enough that you're gone
and I'm feeling so withdrawn
cause without you here, nothing has any meaning
I think I need some interviening...
I can't do this much longer...
Its taking years off my life.
I thought this might make me stronger,
But all this seems to cause is strife.
How am I supposed to live like this?
Love is supposed to be so full of bliss.
I feel like I'm getting gypped.
I believe I slipped.
Its not your fault
That this is coming to a hault
Understanding is key
And if you can't see
What's the point in a
One month ago I was alone.
One month ago my heart was aching.
One month ago you changed your mind, you looked right at me.
One month ago I gathered the courage.
One month ago I asked you the question I had once been denied.
One month ago my heart stopped as you answered yes.
One month ago I opened my barred door and let you in.
One month ago I fell in love with you.
One month ago was the beginning of the end.
One month ago was when this all began.
My secret wish is something simple
Just a rainy day spent with you
Snuggled up at your side
Drinking in sweet music
A night of just the two of us
A DO NOT DISTURB sign tacked on the door
Thats all I wish, not a thing more
I should have told you my secret desire
Yet I didnt. Now Ill spend my night alone dreaming of my simple wish that will not be.
I had a dream, of the wide open prairie.
I had a dream, of the pale morning sky.
I had a dream that we flew on golden wings,
And we were the same,
Just the same you and I.
Follow your heart lil' child of the west wind.
Follow the voice that's calling you home.
Follow your dreams but always remember me,
I am your brother under the sun.
We are like birds of a feather,
We are two hearts joined together,
We will be forever as one,
My brother under the sun.
Whenever you hear the wind in the canyon,
Whenever you see the buffalo run,
Wherever you go I'll be there beside you,
Cause you are my brother under the sun.
We are like
What would you do if every time you fell in love with someone,
You had to say good-bye?
What would you do if every time you wanted someone,
They would never be there?
What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy,
There would be 10 moments of sadness?
What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow,
And you never got to tell them how you felt?
What would you do if you loved someone more than anything else,
And you could never have them?
Some people live and some people die,
But I want to tell you I love you and you are a true friend,
That I will always be here for you when and if you need me.
If I
Once You Lose Your Heart by CheckersArt, literature
Literature
Once You Lose Your Heart
Once you lose your heart,
Once somebody takes it,
From the place it rested in before.
Once you lose your heart,
Once somebody wakes it,
Then it isn't your heart anymore.
It's gone before you knew it could ever go that way,
And now yuo must pursue it for ever and a day.
Once you lose your heart,
Once somebody takes it,
There's one thing certain from the start,... you'll find for ever,
You've got to follow your heart.
They say a girl should never be without love,
And all the joy that love alone can bring.
All that I have ever lernt about love,
Tells me it's a very funny thing.
For when your heart is fancy free,
You hope some ma
She looks out behind a saddened face,
Looking, but not seeing,
Broken inside...
She stares out of her bedroom window,
Into her memory,
Remembering old times,
Times of happiness.
Good times.
Her first love....
Thinking back to the first time he said goodbye,
Watching him Skipping away into the future.
Leaving her behind...
Now she is alone,
Looking into her memory,
Remembering old times,
Times of happiness.
Good times.
Remembering when he took her back,
Held her in his arms close...
Good times.
He pulled her back into the light,
Made her happy,
Made her feel loved.
Good times....
Searching her memory,
Remembering wh
Current Residence: Some Where Over the Rainbow Favourite genre of music: I'm open to listening to anything. Personal Quote: "Eat this pork or die!" "Uhh..can I call my Rabbi?"
Favourite Movies
I like film in general
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
anything different.
Favourite Writers
Jennifer Fallon
Tools of the Trade
35mm camera, pencils, smudgers, acrilic paint, and of course,my mind and imagination!
Other Interests
Horses, black and white, art, pictures, the color orange, acting, painting, I can't name them all!
Its been awhile since i've published anything on here. Schools been taking up most of my time so much of my ideas have yet to reach the paper or touch the canvas. I'm in the market for a good quality camera. I know, I know, excuses, excuses. My point is I will be trying to post works in progress for review soon.
~B
The last time I posted a Journal was over a year ago, folks. That's sad. Well, I can say time flys, right? I have a few new art pieces which I might be puttin gup in a few days. AFTER my 17th birthday. You know, there was a time when I thought 17 was really old...>.> sheesh...
Oh! I also got a dog!!! Her name's Cocoa (Bean) and she's a mut. XD That brings the total number of animals in my househole to...28. I'm getting a Basalik(No, not the mythalogical beast...) ,soon I hope. That are absolutly adorable! -snuggle-
My Sweet Sixteen is in 6 days. ^^ I feel old... >.> I remember when I was 12, looking down the Birthday Isle in Party City, thinking of how old 16 year olds were... well, now I'm almost that old 16 year old.. >.< lol
HAPPY BELATED BIRD FLU EVERYONE!!! :cough: I mean... Turkey day?
...
do you know who i am?
im very important, i... know alot of important people....
i own many leatherbound books.... my home smells of rich mahogany....
...
come on, guess...